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    October 27

    La Mattina

    Una bella mattina ti svegli e piangi.
    Perchè credevi di aver costruito tanto, e invece non hai costruito un bel niente.
    Una bella mattina ti svegli e piangi.
    Perchè non solo ti è stata tolta una grande certezza nel futuro, ma anche perchè scopri di aver creduto in passato in una certezza che in realtà non c'è mai stata.
    Una bella mattina ti svegli e piangi.
    Perchè la tua paura, quella di doverti staccare da tutto ciò che hai amato con tutto il cuore e che tutt'ora ami, è diventata un dato di fatto.
    Una bella mattina ti svegli, piangi,
    e vorresti riaddormentarti ancora per ore ed ore pur di non pensare, ma non ci riesci.
    Una bella mattina ti svegli, ripensi agli ultimi mesi
    e scopri di aver messo in piedi solo castelli di sabbia che ora son crollati.
    Una bella mattina ti svegli e piangi,
    e pensi che anche la sera prima hai pianto, e anche la notte prima ancora ... e sei stanco di piangere, ma non riesci a smettere.
    Una bella mattina ti svegli e sei finalmente consapevole
    che tante belle parole che hai detto sono volate al vento, perchè oggi nessuno dà più il giusto peso alle tue parole.
    Una bella mattina ti svegli e pensi a quanto sei stato stupido in passato,
    a che razza di illuso sei, ed a quanto la realtà sia ben diversa dalle tue aspettative.
    Sì... mi sono svegliato... e non so se avrei preferito dormire ancora un po'...
    Mi sono svegliato, deciso che cercherò quello di cui ho bisogno lontano da qui...
    Mi sono svegliato, e non riesco a non starci male per tutto quello che sta succedendo.
     
     
    October 25

    What I Want ...

    What I Want Is To Find My Place ...
     
    I Can't Go On And Keep On Crying Inside ...
     
    Let Me Run Away ... Take Me Away ...
     
    I Think My Place Is Not Here ... Not At All!
     
    Let Me Run Away ... Take Me Away ...
     
    I Can't Go On And Keep On Crying Inside ...
     
    What I Want Is To Find My Place ...
     
    I Can't Go On And Keep On Crying Inside ...
    What I Want Is To Find My Place ...
    I Can't Go On And Keep On Crying Inside ...
    What I Want Is To Find My Place ...
    I Can't Go On And Keep On Crying Inside ...
    What I Want Is To Find My Place ...
    October 06

    My Extreme Point-Of-View

    ... I just realized ...

    Just one smile on your face
    Was all it took to change my fortune
    Just one word from your mouth
    Was all I needed to be certain

    Wrestle with your darkness
    Angels call your name
    Can you hear what they are saying
    Will you ever be the same

    Open up my heart
    And cause my lips to speak
    Bring the heaven and the stars
    Down to Earth for me

    Now I can see things for what they really are
    I guess I'm not that far
    I'm at the point of no return
    Just watch me burn ... Let it will be ... oh let it be ...

    I haven't got much time to waste
    It's time to make my way
    I'm not afraid of what I'll face
    But I'm afraid to stay
    I'm going down my own road
    And I can make it alone
    All work and no fighting
    I'll find a place of my own

    You only see what your eyes want to see
    How can life be what you want it to be
    You're frozen when your heart's not open ...

    If I lose you my heart will be broken ...

     

    I close my eyes, oh God I think I'm falling
    Out of the sky, I close my eyes
    Heaven help me!

    It won't be easy, you'll think it strange w

    hen I try to explain how I feel
    That I still need your love after all that I've done

    Have I said too much?
    There's nothing more I can think of to say to you.
    But all you have to do is look at me to know that every word is true

    ... I just realized that nothing ...

    I'm so stupid
    'Cause I used to live in a fuzzy dream
    And I used to believe in the pretty pictures that were all around me
    But now I know for sure
    That I was stupid

    I've had so many lives
    Since I was a child
    And I realize
    How many times I've died

    I'm not myself standing in a crowd
    I'm not myself and I don't know how
    I'm not myself, myself right now

    I'm gonna wake up, yes and no
    I'm gonna kiss some part of
    I'm gonna keep this secret
    I'm gonna close my body now

    I want to know everything, maybe someday I will
    What I want is to find my place

    I go round and round just like a circle
    I can see a clearer picture when I touch the ground I come full circle
    To my place and I am home, I am home



    I'd like to express my extreme point-of-view

    ... I just realized that nothing is what it seems ...